I guess I did alright. I would give myself a B-. Still need to work on it outside of class. But I've decided that the right attitude for this service project is not an attitude of self-righteousness. It's easy to go out and volunteer and then say, "Look at how I am helping people. Look at how much good I am accomplishing. I don't really want much recognition for what I do. The people I interact with do more for me than I do for them. My objectives are still kind of hazy. But personally it is impacting me. Sometimes I think that this project is not really accomplishing much. If I were to do have an internship position, I feel like I would give so much more to PSP. But that isn't necessary. The effort that I put into the project is what matters. I'm worried about doing a literature thing because I haven't even started to look at that stuff. It'll work out though. I feel junky for not doing well on Chapter 1. I guess it is reflective of my motivation and effort that I've put into this project. I don't even know. I'm having a hard time balancing out all of my roles and responsibilities right now and I am not doing that with huge success or effectiveness. Whatever.
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