Writing all that stuff made me realize that this stuff is really important. I am learning a lot by having to think about what this project is all about. It is important to me. Even though I stressed over it the whole week, I am glad that I am doing what I'm doing. I just have to keep working at it. I have learned that if I focus and work hard, this could do a lot of good. If I don't follow through with what I'm recommending, then I think that would be selfish. What I'm suggesting would be a great service to the tutoring program. I have the capability to do it, just gotta get it done. I used to think that this was all a pain in the butt, but it doesn't have to. It is a matter of perspective. I mean, I really am helping kids out, and if I put together this curriculum I would be helping out so much. But it wouldn't be me; it would be God's handiwork.
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